I tried PM ing you but your inbox is full, but it won't hurt for others to read thus too .
I'm sorry to hear about your cancer diagnosis, bladder cancer is what took my dad as well. Whenever I see your posts on here I think of how such a good mentor you are to Cade and also how you gave me the manuals for the G John Deere I had. I don't know how to say it right, but in a way it is nice to have some preparation to get your house in order for your loved ones. I truly believe that this world was made by our creator and that he came down here to die for our sins because of his love for us in order to call us his own bring us to him after our work here is finished. I hope this give you peace at this time.